Oh love
How cynical you can make thee
When one offers their heart for taking
Knowing your part could be its making
With a fine crack shaping
You hand it back breaking.
© Daniel Breslin
Oh love
How cynical you can make thee
When one offers their heart for taking
Knowing your part could be its making
With a fine crack shaping
You hand it back breaking.
© Daniel Breslin
On an August morn
A star is born
In the form of a child
Though early manner mild
This child was styled for the wild.
On this emerald shore grows
A black Irish rose
Had to fight from the start
Before he could succeed in his glory
Here’s the man that shapes the story.
Born black in streets predominantly white
From an early age
Racial taunts were a common sight
This is where this rose
Showed all his might
And with a greater insight
Resisted the urge to fight
And persisted with his taste for life.
Born a mixed breed
Of the human seed
It was with a slightly different take on life
The one he’d lead
With no father around
In this old catholic town
He was often plastered
A black Irish bastard
But with his mother mastered
A belief he was unique
And all this may only serve
To propel him to reach his peak
Later channelled his emotions
In his artistic potions
His musical devotions
Reap the benefit when his heart opens
He had that certain persona
That certain aroma
That scent of a star
Hell bent and determined to get far
He was one for a jar
Often found at the bar
At one with the boys
But knew other joys
With his physique and charm
Ladies would compete for his arm
Different one each week
When you’re young, what’s the harm?
Men would warm to him
Ladies would swarm to him
A star was born within.
Took his shape in his youth
Put his faith in his group
Success to date stands as proof
That he was right in his pursuit
Of artistic recognition
But there are hazards in that position
It can be hard to maintain
In the game of fame
Life in the fast lane
Can exert a strain
Which can start a chain
Of drugs, drink, and rock ‘n’ roll
In this lifestyle, that is hard to control
Weighs down the soul
You fall way down a hole
Had a taste for that liquor
And that taste was growing bigger
Drugs were changing quicker
He was ruining his liver
So he took a step back
And just focused on his music
His lyrical genius,
And ability to use it
To fuse it
Into something special
Liver damaged is where this rose
Shed its first petal
Temporarily stopped drinking
But this ship was slowly sinking
The outside eye can never truly see
What occurs in privacy
But in hindsight, he lyrically
Almost blatantly
Described his descent
And his repent
‘He’s just a boy that has lost his way,
He’s just a boy that’s all’
Echo my bedroom wall
Emphasise his downfall
Echo cries for help in his withdrawal
The lies he used as a shawl
To disguise his body’s dying call.
The heart rendered
May Philip always be remembered
On these Emerald shores
Left so many besotted
On these Emerald shores our black rose
Ensured he will never be forgotten.
For those who come in their throngs
To embrace in his songs
Those who love him rights or wrongs
And those that still long
To have the man, the legend, the rocker
Back for one more encore
Back one more time to conquer
For those who wish you could have stayed longer
To your Sarah, Cathleen, Phyllis, and Dennis
Those who held the heart of Phillip
The man behind the menace
That family man
With that long chin
Who at the slightest whim
With a flash of that warming grin
Put women in a spin
The legend that is
And the man that’s been
And the legacy that follows him
We wallow in self pity
As we remember the black rose
That graced this lonely city
The renegade that did ride like the wind
That died as a King
Because we’ll remember the man behind the image
Before the drug, that got a hold of him
But never got his soul within
In his lyrics and his songs
His memory still lives on
And as ‘The Sun Goes Down’
On this ‘Old Town’
You can almost hear the sound
Of the bay of Howth hum
For its ‘Wild One’
‘Wild one, you’ve been away too long, come back home now will ya.’
© Daniel Breslin
Obey your heart
You smart
Ignorant
Fool.
You may be
A tool that’s sharp
Yet still
You are a tool.
© Daniel Breslin
Trying to numb the pain
Of a broken heart and a beaten brain
Though the remedies used, are nothing short of insane
As we only misuse, abuse, and sustain.
Caught in a cycle, of trying to defeat a feeling
By merely delaying it, fictional healing
For what goes numb, comes back screaming
Nothing is overcome, till one ceases to run, and delves into dealing.
© Daniel Breslin
Don’t know how to take it
Can’t accept the ache
The second I try and face it
Almost crippled by its weight.
Can’t escape the thoughts
They’re everywhere I go
Push and put them off
They come in biting slow.
Now and then I falter
Let them all right in
And the thoughts upon my altar
Present a battle I can’t win.
So I laugh, and joke, and run
Try deny that they exist
Make their victory, come hard won
Vainly hoping time, might even, make them miss.
© Daniel Breslin
I know nothing is going to last forever
And I know nothing is here to stay
I just hope things will keep getting better
And you will always remain fond of me.
Time will always change faces and places
Time changes everything that you see
Time can bring such ageless graces
As time makes a better man out of me.
Traveling down roads I’ve never taken
Traveling down roads I thought may never be
Many wrong turns I have taken
Many turns I plain did not see.
I know nothing is going to last forever
And I know nothing is here to stay
I just hope while we’re here together
We don’t waste a single day.
As time changes all our features and faces
I will love every changing one of yours I see
I won’t mind all these changing places
As long as you watch them, changing with me.
So all these wrong turns I’ll keep on making
Till I find the right one for me
I’ll not be bothered, by how many I’ve taken
As long as you’re there, taking every one with me.
© Daniel Breslin
Nothing is comforting
Nothing soothes
Drugs or company
Work or booze.
Nothing is satisfying
Nothing lifts
This gnawing amplifying
Feeling of shit.
It’s very existence
Is grotesque to my brain
As I keep a calculated distance
From the most worn out of games.
Yet here it sits
Arresting my thoughts
It won’t be dismissed
It cannot be fought
It sits and it gnaws
Torturing my brain
With unanswerable questions
It joys in relaying.
Its presence is unwanted
I have not the desire or need
But here I am haunted
By a guest that won’t leave.
I am like the drug user
No longer experiencing the high
Yet suffers the chains of the familiar
For the dread of goodbye.
My chains are my drug
The most abstract of ties
For my drug is love
And that’s a drug you can’t buy.
It offers no buzz
Only an unshakeable ache
For a love unreturned
Is the heaviest of weights.
I am aware of its futility
I am in on the jest
Yet a thing I can’t touch, hear, or see
Touches me, and is as real as it gets.
I know it exists
For I’ve tried hard to deny it
And yet it persists
Despite my refusal to try it.
I was happier before
I could mock at its name
But the sneaky ruthless bastard has me caught
In the most heartless of games.
It’s a game you can’t leave
Until it’s said it’s done
And from what I can see
At times you may lead, but it can never be won.
© Daniel Breslin