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Here Comes Me

From out of the darkness
Here comes me
A light in the dark
That’s what I be.

Been that way
Since I was a little taller than my father’s knee
And a lot of the responsibility he had
Well, that fell on me.

Through difficult times
I’ve made it through
Difficult times
Come no matter what we do.

You can’t hide, they’ve come for me
And they’ll come for you
But the comforting thing is
We decide our attitude.

You can’t avoid pain
You can’t avoid loss
But if you are open to change
You can alleviate the cost.

A light in the dark
Is what I’ve since tried to be
And keeping light in my heart
Is a great source of pride for me.

From out of the darkness
Here comes me
A light in the dark
That’s what I be.

Let that light
Shine on me
For a man leaving the dark
Is what you see.

From out of the darkness
Here comes me
For a light in the dark
Is what I've been.

But now it’s time to let that light
Shine on me
And let the light in my heart
Find the right company.

From out of the dark
Where I was sitting wishing
Comes a man with light in his heart
A man on a mission.

From out of the darkness
Here comes me
With light in my heart
And much more light to see.

From out of the darkness
Here comes me
For a light in the light
Is what it's time to be.

© Daniel Breslin

Never Again

This is a point of growth
This is a point of change
This is a point of hope
Though that might sound strange.

I don’t know where I’ve been living
But it ain’t been reality
Feel like I’ve been mentally imprisoned
Surrounded by tragedy.

Trying to keep hope
When everyday hope was fading
Just trying to cope
In such painful situations.

Clinging to hope
Anywhere I could find
Trying to steady the boat
Keep sanity in my mind.

I’ve been journeying through pain
Faintly hoping she’d be on the other side
But that was a foolish notion
Reality has rectified.

But just having that hope
In someways pulled me through
When you are walking dark roads
It helps thinking there might be light
there for you.

And when you feel like you’re losing
And everything is falling apart
That might of been a bruising too many
For my black and blue heart.

May have created a coward
In how I behaved
For my heart was hurting so much
It feared what it craved.

When I saw her by chance
My heart quickly closed up
For the pain it was in
Was affecting my guts.

She was all that it wanted
All that I needed
But my heart didn’t know what she was
In the way it was greeted.

It couldn’t handle that look
If it didn’t have love inside
And maybe in those moments she was cut
And any feelings for me she had died.

I can only look at me
And the mistakes that I made
And with a heavy dose of reality
Use pain to ensure they’re never again made.

It kills me so much
I believe so much in that girl
But I was hurting so much
I was losing trust in this world.

Losing trust in myself
And what I’m about
I was so consumed with pain
It was hard to see a way out.

Hard to bring someone in
When you’re at that point
And you feel they should be in better places
Than with a man out of joint.

This is not what I wanted
But maybe it’s what I needed
And the pain that I feel
Maybe I deserve to receive it.

This is a point of growth
This is a point of change
This is a point of hope
Though that might sound strange.

For as sure as blood flows in my veins
And ink leaves this pen
I don’t want to lose
A woman like that, ever again.

As sure as blood flows in my veins
And ink leaves this pen
I don’t want to lose
A woman like that, ever again.

Never Again.

© Daniel Breslin

My Loss

My loss
Is his gain
His joy
Is my pain.

But her joy
Was my aim
So I hope that joy
Will remain.

The pain and sadness
I feel
I hope
Time will heal.

And I hope
The future for her
Is the one
She deserves.

For deserve it
She does
I wish her
Nothing but love.

I’ve made
My mistakes
Change has come
Too little, too late.

And I won’t make
More excuses
They only add
To the bruises.

As her heart’s
Made its choice
I must quiet
My voice.

And hope
The future for me
Brings something
I don’t yet see.

My loss
Is my pain
I’ll not wish her
The same.

I wish,
Her the success
She deserves
In excess.

And I must switch
My focus to me
And other hopes
I wish be.

For there’s so much
I still deserve
Even if I can’t
Build it with her.

I’ll use
This pain that I feel
To be ever
More real.

For in this new
Loss of hope
All I can do
Is seek growth.

I let go with grace
I got no room for hate
Got closure to my face
So I can move on at my pace.

I'll be building my world
One day at a time
I've been trying to build others
But now I'm back building mine.

© Daniel Breslin

Give That Love To You

I’m feeling love for me
That’s what’s coming through
I got love for me
Have you got love for you?

I look back on my journey
And all I’ve come through
And love for me
Is all I can come to.

I’m resilient
If nothing else
Have adapted many times
And there’s a strength in self.

I’m giving love to me
That’s been long overdue
I got love for me
Have you got love for you?

My heart was waiting on love
While it seems love had started hating on me
So I’m giving love to myself
That didn’t come for me.

The love I deserve
The love you deserve too
Don’t be waiting on others
When they ain’t waiting on you.

We learn from our defeats
We rise each time we fall
We learn from our mistakes
And new breaks call.

Understand we deserve better
And better is what we’ll get
If they feel they can treat you bad
Then there’s better treatment to get.

Put your heart out?
Someone crush it for their pleasure?
Hell no baby!
We deserve much better.

But if we deserve better yet
We got to change our mindset
For the disrespect we get
Is a result of the disrespect we let.

I’m giving love to myself
You giving love to you?
Don’t be waiting on someone else
To give you the love you are due.

You give that love to yourself
And find someone who thinks more of you
And eventually the love you give yourself
Someone will give you more of too.

We ain’t in no panic
We ain’t in no rush
And if they don’t give
Well, then we won’t push.

You give that love to yourself
Be thankful for what you got
For there are folks out there
Remaining happy without a lot.

Give that love to yourself
And share it with each other
Can’t give it to the one you love
Give it to your sisters and your brothers.

You give that love to yourself
Knowing better is what you’re due
And the love that you give
Will soon come back to you.

I got love for me
Have you got love for you?
I’m giving love to me
You give that love to you.

© Daniel Breslin

Blinded By The Pain

I want different results
So something’s got to change
Thought I was blinded by love
But I was blinded by pain.

Being comforted in pain
Has not been my experience
So no wonder I acted strange
When that could of made an appearance.

I felt I was doing right
Looking out for others
Keeping my pain tight
Out of sight and under covers.

But I was preventing connection
Living through blinded eyes
Making it hard to receive another’s affection
Preventing making what I craved inside.

I was trying to reach out
Something for me in pain that was new
And the second that was questioned
It became almost impossible for me to do.

The language that was needed
Was not one that I possessed
And I was self defeated
In creating my own mess.

Simple words ‘I need you’
Felt nearly impossible for me to say or write
And crazier actions and words came easier
As my needs were caught between pride and
egos fight.

To say the simple words ‘I need you’
Was almost to dissolve all I thought I was or am
As doing it by myself supporting others
Is really all I understand.

That’s the part I’m changing
That’s the flaw I claim
I thought I was hurt by love
But I was blinded by pain.

So how I deal with pain
Has made me lose someone I feel I love
And I can’t afford to let that happen again
So change is a little too late but still
for the good.

I have been meeting others needs
For an extended period of time
Now it’s time to also receive
And allow others to meet mine.

That’s a work in progress
Of myself I’d say the same
As I made a mess of love
Blinded by my pain.

Through my blinded eyes
I caused pain in others
So their wish to hurt me shouldn’t be a surprise
Or the fact they’re happier with other lovers.

The fact I hurt them hurts me
As that was everything I tried not to do
But not to let others in is a strange kind
of vanity
That doesn’t hurt one but hurts two.

They’ve their issues too
So it ain’t all on me
But working on me is all I’ve power to do
So that’s how it’s got to be.

She has long moved on
Time my heart started moving on too
I’ve been blinded by the pain
Creating this painful moment too.

My needs are front in mind
How I meet them, that’s all new
And while with her I’ve ran out of time
Hopefully for me, the same’s not true.

I was blinded by the pain
But I am blinded no more
I was changing for her
But now it’s me I’m changing for.

© Daniel Breslin

The Art Of Letting Go

The art of letting go
Is an art I hate to know
Letting go of those I love
Is not something I do that good.

But it is something
That’s becoming familiar
This one’s different
But the pain is similar.

The art of letting someone be
When they don’t want to be with me
The art of finding new growth
And in heartbreak, rebuilding hope.

The art of letting go
Is an art I hate to know
But it’s an art I’m learning slow to fast
As we can’t build our futures in the past.

The art of accepting our mistakes
Realising those we love can feel for us some hate
Is undoubtedly a bitter pill to take
I accept some flaws but I had some weights.

A lot of growth comes out of pain
I’d a lot of hope in this flame
My heart is broke, that’s the name
But I’ve been a blind dope, so I can’t complain.

These were my years of suffering
These were my years of hurt
The years where a lot of what I put my work in
Didn’t seem to work.

These were years of loss
These were years full of pain
And as I weigh up and accept the cost
Want to ensure the coming years aren't the same.

So I’m a dust myself down
Take a look at the road
And try to move on
Even if I’m moving slow.

So I’ll be working on me
I’ll be working on growth
And I’ll be trying to see
New opportunities for hope.

For I am nothing
If not a man of growth
And I am nothing
If not a man of hope.

I’ll be healing my heart
And I’ll be getting stronger
I felt for this one deeply
So healing may take a little longer.

I’ve been holding on
Waiting for that final blow
My heart needed to see it in their eyes
Before it could let go.

The art of letting go
Is an art I hate to know
Letting go of those I love
Is not something I do that good.

The art of letting go
Is an art I hate to know
But I’m learning slow to fast
For we can’t build our futures in the past.

The art of letting go
The art of starting fresh
The art of letting go
Can feel a lot like death.

The art of letting go
The art of moving on
My heart’s been feeling low
With being on its own and strong.

So maybe the art of letting go
Is trying to teach me the art of letting in
And the art I hate to know
Is trying to show, there’s a new art to begin.

© Daniel Breslin

DON’T YOU DARE!

 Heartbreak is a part of life
Ain’t that the honest truth
But don’t let it make you give up on love
For it is love that keeps our youth.
 
Don’t you ever settle
If someone’s not worth settling for
But neither get too unsettled
In a belief there’s always more.
 
Just be with the one who makes your heart tick
Makes it come alive
You’ll know it when you see it
Something just feels different inside.
 
Speak your damn truth
Show your damn heart
And if it doesn’t damn work
Make a new start.
 
If you love them
Let them know
If they don’t love you
Let them go.
 
Make the brave decisions
And when they don’t pay off
Be thankful for the life you’re living
And accept all risk comes at a cost.
 
And while it undoubtedly hurts
Maybe even feels like nothing could hurt worse
In reality what could possibly hurt worse?
Than never knowing if your love could of worked?
 
So speak your damn truth
Reveal your damn heart
And win or damn lose
It’s still the only move that’s smart.
 
Some say you’ve got to hide your love away
To hell with that crap
We’re all going out someday
But I ain’t going out like that.
 
Don’t leave room for regrets
That’s much worse than a cold hard no
Be brave with your heart
And you might just save your soul.
 
So many give up
Lose themselves in work and other things
But the heart must remain childlike
Do whatever makes it sing.
 
Keep love in your heart
And it will come again
It’s not a matter of if
I believe it’s just a matter of when.
 
Never quit on your love
Until your love quits on you
And you’ll leave this world good
No matter what comes through.
 
I’ll go out looking a fool
The same way I came in
With love there is no cool
And it’s about much more than the win.
 
So when your love falls apart
Believe, it will come again
And if you can still keep love in your heart
Then you deserve love my friend.
 
So keep love in your heart
And speak your damn truth
And don’t ever quit on your love
Until your love quits on you.
 
Speak your damn truth
Reveal your damn heart
And win or damn lose
It’s still the only move that’s smart.
 
Some say you’ve got to hide your love away
TO HELL WITH THAT CRAP!
We’re all going out someday
DON’T YOU DARE! Go out like that.

© Daniel Breslin